Yesterday when I woke up the windows were open and you could feel the promise of fall in the air. That distinctive nip that heralds the coming of cool weather, gorgeous colours and that special sunlight that means fall has come. It is without a doubt my favourite time of the year.
I reread my last post because its been a minute since I have tended to this blog. It sounded so positive and hopeful, would that life had fulfilled that promise. I have come to the conclusion that 2022 is not my year. Things started to go downhill at the end of 2021 and have continued since. Now it has been all bad, I have had some wonderful things happen to me but health wise and mentally this as not been the best of times. Each health setback has created several new problems to deal with and there fore down the rabbit hole I go.
Once I get a new family doctor we will have to discuss the dosage of my antidepressant. I feel its too low and really does nothing. It would have been wonderful if taking that little white pill each day had done the job I had hoped it would but that isn't happening, So for a while I let the rabbit hole have me but as of today I am crawling back to the light. Doing a few things today that I have been neglecting and hoping tomorrow to do a few more. I won't let the black moods win. I just refuse to do that.
Today I am starting in the kitchen. My old arch enemy. I have given myself the entire day to do the things I want to get done finished and I intend to force myself if necessary to do them,. So far I am pleased with what has been accomplished. Little acorns lead to mighty oaks. I am keeping that in mind as I plod ahead.
Toodles Linda
